Reviews for Sand River are here!

The Shocker, the alumni magazine of WSU, has included Sand River and Other Places I’ve Been on their Shocker bookshelf!  Go here to read the review (along with Rob Grave’s Nightmarism-just keep scrolling down).

Now that you’ve read that review, here are two more!

From poet Michele Battiste

Nothing is what you expect it to be in the places that April Pameticky has been. And yet, after she reveals the truth of things, you say to yourself, “of course.” Of course courage is “a sister-cluster of dryer lint and dirt.” And certainly grief eats cereal straight from the box while it snuggles next to you on the couch. Pameticky takes us through the looking glass, where a world often considered pleasant but banal – the world of wife and mother and middle school teacher – is transformed into a darker, dangerous, but far more fascinating realm.

Michele Battiste is the author of the poetry collections Ink for an Odd Cartography (2009) and Uprising (2013), both from Black Lawrence Press. She is also the author of four chapbooks, the latest of which is Lineage (Binge Press, 2012). Her work has appeared in American Poetry Review, Anti-, The Awl, Mid-American Review, and Women’s Studies Quarterly. She lives in Boulder, CO where she raises funds for nonprofits undoing corporate evil.

From poet John Jenkinson

Generous, smart, and musical, April Pameticky’s first chapbook, Sand River and Other Places I’ve Been, presents the reader with a Baedeker of the heart. From Sand River to Blackwell, middle-school to “the corner,” “from elm to oak,” Pameticky’s poetry vibrates with wit, intelligence, and a lively lyric voice given to stunning turns of phrase and wry observation. “The truth is not always true,” urges the poet, as she strokes us “to a mild whimper” – or a wild roar of realization. April Pameticky is real – each poem “a fist landed with precision,” and this brief collection, Sand River and Other Places I’ve Been, a necessary and welcome addition to the 21st century bookshelf.
John Jenkinson, author, REBEKAH ORDERS LASAGNA

Jenkinson has received an AWP Intro Journals award, the Ellipses Prize, a New Voices Award, a Balticon Science Fiction Award, and awards from Kansas Voices.  His work appears in a variety of journals and anthologies including Slipstream and The Mennonite. He has published several chapbooks with B.G.S., Hard Knocks, and Basilisk presses, and his first full-length collection, Rebekah Orders Lasagna, has just appeared from Woodley Press.

Buying Sand River and Other Places I’ve Been

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Change The Rules Poetry Slam + Featured Poet–Popeye Gwinn

There just aren’t enough hours in the day to do all of the things I want to do! I did, however, make time to go see the poets and readers at the Change the Rules Poetry Slam sponsored and organized by the Wichita Area Sexual Assault Center.

change the rulesAnna Murdoc’s Cafe sits on the corner of William and Market, blending some of the best brewed coffee in town… and the eats are unbelievable.  The special last Wednesday night (April 17th) was Indian Tacos and the smell made me want to eat my tongue.  The crowd gathered slowly–I was a little worried at first.  Two suits sat near me and their loan masculinity made me feel awkward for them.  But it was wasted sentiment.  By the time the show got started, it was standing room only, and I gave up my stool so someone could at least have a counter to drip their Indian taco over.

I wish I could share with you more of the poems from the evening–many were from the selected works of Eve Ensler, author of the Vagina Monologues and creator of V-day –the global movement to end violence against women.

But for me, one poem really stood out, in both its delivery and in its breathtaking honestly.  No one was more surprised than me to find that the poem that would emotionally move me the most was written from the male perspective, especially as that night was really about Female Empowerment.

I am grateful that Joshua “Popeye” Gwinn decided to let me share his work here:


By Popeye

Her touch is electric fire
fueled by my desire
like walking on high wires with no net
i’ve already fallen,
on that u can bet.
Her smile is that of angel’s child
born from pure innocence with the known tendency to get  a wild and out of control
she warms my soul
how i had bright days without that heaven.
i’ll never know
We’ve been together for a while
and i know this women inside and out..mostly.
for there is another closer than me
but he wasnt suppose to be,
or then again maybe he was
because at the end of the day i am not the judge
nor the jury
just the one who must watch the daily execution of her beauty in a fury
and truly i cannot confirm nor deny that
sometimes I am the reason she cries
but sometimes i know ive done no wrong,
sometimes i know im just the newest music video to an age old song
she holds onto
if only because the track marks her heart
and in her memory is where i wish it wouldnt start
but as soon as the song kicks on she escapes from my arms
where she truly belongs
and runs back into her childhood where things didnt turn out so well.
she got good grades and stayed out of jail
because her home was its own sweet little hell
a mental prison but the sentence was physical torture
like putting a chalk outline where there once was a beautiful sculpture
and the fact is
there is nothing i can say or do
but sit there with tears in my eyes watching her mind
once again break into two
different pieces of her former self
one of love and one of fear
and its the love she puts on the shelf where it collects dust
because she has one of the most tragically warped senses of trust
and while my tears fall with the same velocity as hers
she sees it as absurd
Making me both a victim and the accused
because it breaks me to see her hurt but by another mans touch she was abused
so i am just as guilty as he was and as innocent a she was
and because
of that i must forever fight off her nightmares and her demons
her fear of kissing due to the taste of his semen
this rerun
is more of an eternal curse
and the waking up in the nights screaming
those parts are the worst
trying to get her mind to sleep
knowing that in both her waking days or dreaming night his memory can creep
Knowing that she carries a weight of shame and blame and guilt
and because of that more tears than blood have been spilt.
her self esteem has turned to grieving as she alone mourns the death of her courage
as she has put all pleasant memories of her childhood away in her sub conscience storage
her innocence has come at quite a cost
but all is not lost
and it can’t be
because at the end of the run down memory lanes main street
she every so bravely
reaches out for me as if it is HER who must save ME
and in that moment i can see
that very briefly
she has a light at the end of the tunnel
even if its me shining a flashlight at her beautiful eyes through a funnel
i will save her because she saved me
he had made me the villain but she sees me as a hero
and it is my blessed duty from this point on to make the times she is unloved or alone
add up to and forever be zero!
from her side i will never waver
you see the final tally is our favor
because of the memories of her father she has compiled.
i may never be one
she was never allowed to be a child
so I may never have one
so she will always have one
when i count the things in this world i cant live without
i will always have one
when her memory tells her theres no way out.
she will always have one!!
i share his gender so i carry his blame
victim or accuser
by proxy its all the same
but when the nightmare cease.
when the screaming in the night ends
when she starts putting back the pieces
and lets her heart truly mend
that is when the picture will start to become clear
that there will always be something for her nightmares and demons to fear
that thing that stands beside her.
that thing that stands right here
her darkest of days may not be behind her
and in contrast make her bright ones seem bleak
but one thing that has been undone is she will again be alone or seen as weak
because shes stronger than she knows
she stronger than she was
and even if she doesnt see it
i will forever be
the one that does!

June Sciortino: Featured Poet

June Sciortino—Featured Poet

One of the great side-effects about writing together through the month of April has been the connections I’ve been lucky to make with other poets from around the world.  June was gracious enough to share some of her work with me, and I’m passing it along to you.

When asked, June shared this about herself: “ I have always written poetry,” she writes,  “from time to time, when something touches me.”  She admits that she only became serious about poetry after her daughter died.  “I had been caring for her, so was completely devastated and lost. I decided to join a creative writing course and at the beginning wrote short stories … but was never satisfied until I rediscovered poetry.”  She goes on to say, “It has helped me cope with my loss because I can pour my sorrows into poems for her (these of course are private).”

I hope you enjoy her work—I certainly have!  To visit her blog, go here:

Behind the Door (inspired by Prompt #14, Behind the Door)

Behind the door
lie in tatters
the bits n’ bobs
our yesterday
dreams thwarted
love departed
but yet in mind
buried in heart
behind the door


If my name was Aloysius,
All I made would be delicious,
I’d bake a cake so auspicious,
That would also be nutritious,
Oh Aloysius, so ambitious.


It might seem to you that I’m wasting my time.
When trying to find a most excellent rhyme.
Well it’s my time I’m wasting, now is that a crime?


Naughty proposals, wild laughter,
Tasty food, desserts to lust after,
Lager and wine, loads no doubt,
Stag night? Oh no, it’s girls night out.


I could cry a hundred trillion tears,
For all those lost and lonely years.
Trillions are simply not enough,
Without you life’s been very tough.

Need some space to think it through.
Chaotic thoughts — but what is true.
Time to gather done facts together.
Before I blow and lose my tether.

One gaunt wrinkled stubbly face,
Plus a toothless crooked smile.
Include a giant chip chocolate cookie,
Rejoice for it made his day worthwhile.


When love was blind, one’s desire heartfelt,
Dreams became saturated, swamped by intense needs.
You wept as aspirations vanished in the storm.

Half Way There!

It’s been a lovely weekend here on the Great Plains.  My husband was home and the weather was Spring in that fabulous way only Kansas can be.  So I took a break from poetry and lived my life a little.

Saturday was spent at Art at the Arb hosted by the Bartlett Arboretum.  I’ve mentioned this place before, but each time I visit, my imagination is fired by the eclectic collection of trees and fauna from around the world… plus it’s great for music!

Then I attended the Kansas Author’s Club Dist. 5 meeting and listened to poetry from Bill Karnowski, author of Catching the Rain and sponsor of the Karnowski Youth Poetry Contest.

Needless to say, it’s time to get back to the poetry.

If you’re in the Wichita area this week, there are several events you might like to attend.  In honor of Sexual Assault Awareness Month, the Wichita Sexual Assault Center, along with the Independent WordArtists of Wichita, are sponsoring Poetry events.

Open Mic with Special Quests at Barleycorn’s. Everyone Deserves to Feel Safe, is on Tuesday.Independent

The Second, Change The Rules Poetry Slam, will be at Anna Murdoc’s at 2019 E. Williams, Wednesday.

And while this isn’t a “Wichita” thing, April 18th is the annual Poem-in-your-pocket day!  Be sure to carry around copies of your favorite poem to share your love of poetry.

And Playing ‘catch up,’ here are the poems that were inspired by the prompts over the last few days.

Prompt # 10: Keeper Image

Night at the Keeper

There was that time we
stopped, shivering in our
fluffy down jackets, my
bottom inches above the
cement steps beneath us,
the chill aura seeping past
my layers, too cold to sit
all the way down, stooping
and waiting for the flames
to ignite, burn and climb
in sheer orange glory, the
reflection spread over the
black waters, your arm
wrapped tight around me,
knocking me off balance,
only to land ungracefully
in a frigid sprawl just as
the fire lit up the night sky.

Prompt #12 Why Write

Why Write-the answer subject to change at any given moment.

I write
to remember all the things
that are better left forgotten,
all the moments that haunt
and swirl the taste of my coffee,
all the times my life left marks
on my body, those faded scars,
how did that get there?
I write to figure it out,
to dig past the singular
moment and feeling,
to capture that singular
event and emotion,
to pen that epistle
that passes it on to everyone
else. I write
to survive,
to enjoy,
to please,
to thank,
to welcome,
to smell,
to taste,
to mourn,
to worship,
to live,
to be.

Prompt #13 Ten Things I Know to be True

Ten Things April Knows to be True

1.  Everybody poos
* the Pope
*The little old lady driving the lime green camaro with
her matching lime green sweater
*the brat in my 5th hour class
Why does this matter?  Remembering this reminds me that we are all imperfect, holy, and free, that we are all gloriously human

2. Johnny Cash was a great man (he poo-ed, too)

3. If more people concentrated on following Jesus, rather than speaking for Jesus, the world would be a better place.

4.  Farting is funny. Knowing that about myself explains why I teach middle school.

5. If I put a smile out there, chances are pretty high that someone will smile back

6. 1 in 4 people will not like me, no matter how much I smile

7. I hate being a grown-up, but I love being a mommy

8. I will never understand calculus and I will never be a speller.  But I can still write.

9. It’s totally okay to have a list that includes Jesus and poo and Johnny Cash.

10. More folks should worry about becoming the best person they can be and spend less time worrying about everyone else.

Prompt #14 Behind the Door

Since I DID know what was behind that door, I’ll explain.  The image is of an old door, repurposed to block access to stairs leading up to the Bartlett Arboretum Tree House.  The roofless deck gives a fabulous view over the pond and grounds, and I had the opportunity to sit up there last summer and just contemplate the world and life.  I never wrote a poem for that experience, but would like to go up those steps again to really do the lines justice… so I’m not quite ready to write a poem in honor of that yet!

The Next Big Thing

I get excited when things start moving on the digital landscape.  As many of you are already aware, I’m committed to the digital format as an optimal mode for creative and artistic expression.

Mary Biddinger, author of Prairie Fever, St. Monica, and O Holy Insurgency, has started a self-interview series called The Next Big Thing.

So it was with great pleasure that I was tagged to do one of the “Next Big Thing” self-interviews by the incomparable Michele Battiste. To see other examples of this before diving into mine, visit:

The questions are:

What is the working title of the book?

Sand River and Other Places I’ve Been

Where did the idea come from for the book?

The last couple of years have seen the worst drought since the Dust Bowl, and that kind of dryness leaves marks on the land.  The Arkansas River has looked like a river of sand, dragging everything down the river bed, carving out new shore line.  That image struck me as too similar to what grief can do to a spirit, that it drags through, bringing everything with it.  Then it hit me that grief wasn’t the only place I have been.

 What genre does your book fall under?

Sand River is a chapbook of poetry.

What actors would you choose to play the part of your characters in a movie rendition?

Michele Williams–I suppose I should explain this, but I’m not going to.

What is the one sentence synopsis of your book?

Sand River reminds us of the loss of relationships and loved ones, while using a raw humor to jar us back into appreciating the joy of those idiosyncratic moments of life.

 How long did it take you to write the first draft of the manuscript?

Approximately six months.

Who or what inspired you to write this book?

I had no idea I was writing a book until I was nearly done.

What else about your book might pique the reader’s interest?

Readers will enjoy the sense of place—even if they’ve never been to Kansas, it will feel familiar.

Will your book be self-published or represented by an agency?

Finishing Line Press is putting my work out there.

My tagged writers for next Wednesday are: H.B. Berlow from and BD Tharp from .